Okay, so Jordan and I got back together for like...I don't know...a month or something like that and then he dumped me.

That relationship was a mistake and I wish it had never happened. I'm not saying what happened between us.

I never actually fell in love with the person he really is, I fell in love with the person I wanted him to be and I convinced myself that he was that person.

I'm ready to move on with my life. I still hurt and I'm no where ready to have another boyfriend even thought I really miss the being in a relationship.

So I feel a little better. I'm going to talk to Jordan sometime soon.

Jordan and I broke up two days ago...I feel so broken...

Ugh, I hate this. Sometimes I really think that Jordan's parents hate me or something. Almost every time that I want him to come over to my house his mom tells him no.

So I went to a bbq with Jordan yesterday. It was fun. There was this house that was supposedly haunted that we went to. It was a little creepy but only because there isn't any power on in that house. The house was part of a polygamist compound. it was crazy to see it.

So Jordan is coming over today, at least I hope he is coming over. I don't know what we are going to do today though.

I haven't blogged in a really long time. Quite a few changes have happened in my life since the last time I blogged. I got a boyfriend! His name is Jordan England. We've been together for a little more than a month. I'm also starting college soon. I'm going to be going to UVU and majoring in photogtaphy.