Okay, so Jordan and I got back together for like...I don't know...a month or something like that and then he dumped me.

That relationship was a mistake and I wish it had never happened. I'm not saying what happened between us.

I never actually fell in love with the person he really is, I fell in love with the person I wanted him to be and I convinced myself that he was that person.

I'm ready to move on with my life. I still hurt and I'm no where ready to have another boyfriend even thought I really miss the being in a relationship.